April 27, 2014
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Wow. That’s about it. Wow.
It’s weird when you look back at yourself and think, “I thought that was normal?” In the case I’m thinking about, it was an unknown infection sapping me of my life. I accidently got it resolved during a doctor appointment for something completely unrelated. The prescribed antibiotic knocked out the primary infection.
Within one day of the medication, I was totally different. I slept better, I woke up easier, I didn’t have any fog or haze in my mind – I was alert. I didn’t need to nap all the time. And it fixed other, grosser, things, too. Digestion-related things. And it fixed even weirder things: my hair color started coming back and I had a renewed desire to listen to music again (believe it or not, I had stopped listening to music). When I did a follow-up with the doc, I told him all this, and he didn’t really care what the problem was, he was glad for me that it was resolved. I don’t know for sure, but I suspect it was something intestinal keeping me from absorbing any nutrition.
So with that now behind me, I look back and think: that was what I considered normal life? And looking at where I was after getting fixed, I realized, shit, I am in sad shape. How sad? Like not even able to walk for 10 minutes without pain. So I got to work. Within a couple of weeks of doing two 15-min walks a day, I was able to get past the pain to the point that walking is pleasurable again, and I think now I can start to begin a serious recovery. I tried playing keyboards a couple days ago and was shocked that I knew how to play the songs, but my fingers wouldn’t cooperate, just being slow and/or inaccurate. Not having the stamina to complete songs is probably a given here. So, that’s on the mend as well.
As a point of reference, I looked at some pictures I took when I was hiking for miles. That was October, 2012. I’ve probably been inactive for over a year. That’s over now. Move it or lose it.